I cried. I cried when he was gone. The moment I felt that he was no longer beside me I cried. I cried myself sick and I could barely go out for weeks. It was the hardest thing I ever had to do, coping with losing him. Everything reminded me of Kakuzu. I left everything as is, I thought he'd come back... I guess I know now that I can't cope with simple things like losing someone, but it isn't simple, is it?

I love him.

I love him with every breath and essence in my fucking body.

And... and he's back. I have never been this happy in my whole entire life. I'm glad I didn't change anything.

But I'm scared.

What if the world takes him away from me again?

I can't fucking deal with him leaving again. I fucking can't!

Kakuzu? You better stay. I love you too much.

So. It's way too gross outside so I'm staying in today, the door will be open for when you come home, Kakuzu.

And don't mind my 'blushing' for yesterday, I wasn't blushing. Frustration.

[ Hidan got a V-day card yesterday from Kakuzu. And it was perverted. XD and there was lube. So he WAS blushing and lol. Oh! and mood reads as 'frustrated' to everyone but Kakuzu. ]

I need a time-out. Just tomorrow. You have quite the libido for an old man.

...

Also.. I wanted to ask you something.

...

- Well, you see...

Ah, fuck it. Nevermind.

This fucking thing is pissing me off. *growls*

*tail wagging* Oh you better not be wagging while I'm talking to you. *growls more as he watches his tail wag harder*

Oh it's ON!

*proceeds to chase his tail*

What the fuck? This is weird... too weird! I'M A FUCKING DOG! A PUPPY! But this sense of smell is great... and I feel horribly energetic.

Kakuzu? Where the fuck are you?

[ OKAY! It took A LOT of thought on what animal Hidan was going to be. XD At first he was going to be a panda for when he goes nuts and all voodoo-ish. But then the whole puppy thing came up and I was like " JKASHDJHJFKS YES! " But that's not all, he was going to be a blond labrador pup... until I saw a picture of an Alaskan Malamute! *points to icon* ISN'T HE CUTE?!

Anyways, it fits because it went with my original idea of the black and white-ness that I wanted AND he's so adorable and CUTE! =DDD So there ya go. Uneccesarily long ramble on why he's that puppy. :D ]

Deepest loyalty to the King and Queen, they're awesome and all that shit.

Ich lehne ab, durch ihre Richtlinien zu gehen. Ich zweifele, daß sie Deutsches und mich wirklich möchten nicht gehen, wieder gefangenzusetzen kennen. Ich wundere, mich wenn Kakuzu deutsch spricht, ich möchte mit ihm verständigen, ernsthaft. Ich wundere mich, wenn ich applaudiert würde, oder entstellt, wenn ich entschied, sie zu töten, diese Richtlinien dumm sind und jeder bildend, sie hassen Sie. Sie verstehen, daß sie nicht König und Königin für immer sind, nach rechts? Ich hoffe, daß der folgende Satz der Lehren nicht Idioten sind.

All hail Hikaru and Kaoru Hitachiin, may their glorious reign last forever.

[translation: I refuse to go by their rules. I doubt they know German, and I really don't want to go to jail again. I wonder if Kakuzu knows German, I would like to communicate with him, seriously.

I wonder if I'd be applauded or maimed if I decided to kill them, these rules are stupid and making everyone hate them. They do understand that they aren't King and Queen forever, right?

I hope the next set of rulers aren't idiots.

brought to you by babelfish! because lord knows I'm too lazy and I don't have the brain capacity to learn another language! XD ]

Oi, Kakuzu! Let's get sent to jail and have jail sex. =O


x333~!

♥

Yeah. so. Heh. ... I don't know really. Oi, Kankurou, shut the fuck up. Bastard keeps complaining that I was noisy when I came in last night. Who the fuck cares?

Oh... and King and Queen? Go fuck yourselves. The only rules I obey are the ones given to me by Jashin-sama. So kiss my ass you stupid little twats. I hope you get assassinated by unhappy subjects. ♥

( Private but very hackable. )

edit: I think I'll go to jail now, I don't want to be escorted by... those weird penguine things.

I feel better now, I just needed a few days. Now can I go? I want to be up, for fucks sake. I'll probably leave whether they let me or not, I'm not no damned baby, seriously.

There's nothing to do in a fucking hospital anyway... except making nurses cry. But I already done that. Dx

The food here sucks.

(  Filtered to Kakuzu  )

[ooc: his mood is PRIVATE. =O Not even Kakuzu can see it. x3 ]

W-where am I?

...

Kakuzu?

It's so white in here...

edit: ... I don't want to be here anymore.

edit 2: It's too white, too clean. Why are my wounds still fresh...? I should be healing better.

edit 3: G-GET ME OUT!

edit 4: o-oh.. oh please. I want out.

[ooc: SOMEONE has a fear of hospitals. ♥ He needs hawt comfort sex.]

To all snake persons; ASJDASFHJDHFJDSFHJDSFHJDSK. Dx No more hitting on me. Thanks very much.

To everyone else; I will be absent for most of the day. I feel the need to cleanse. Bleed. A lot.

Dirty dirty dirty.

Fuckin' A.

>///> Fuck...

Hey, uh. People. Can someone tell me what makes up a ' date '? Tell me exactly. This is very important.

Are there any churches around here? I doubt there's a church to pray to Jashin to... but I'd like to see them. Kinda hard being the only one of my faith. :/ Pisses me off. Seriously.

Yeah, didn't bother with the tournament. I really don't fucking care if I have my powers are not, it's all the same to me. I'm not wishing the rest of them any luck because I could care less, I do want to comment on one thing though; way to lose, Deidara-chan.

Hmph. I think I want to see a movie or something.

Happy fucking New Years, indeed.


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[ooc: >> *flails at father* JHDJASHHDJKS! He still won't let me ON. Dx!! DOES HE NOT KNOW I HAVE IMPORTANT SMUT TO FINISH? >E

I should be on later, I think.

tee-hee. x3 Hidan is SO happy! ]

(  Private [easily hackable]  )

I need some fucking air.

( Private (hackable, but only if you try REALLY RRRRRRRRRREEEEEEALLLY hard. It has a severe lock.) )

I'm tired, and starving... I'll write tomorrow.

I think I want to be alone for awhile.

So... fuck off; everyone. Thanks.

And I mean it. That especially means you, Kakuzu.

Seriously.

(  SECURE private )